Leave me loner where i belong

i cut my wrists in unobvious directions/ to feel the pain is enough to make me feel happy/ i sit, rest my arm and feel the blood run down/ Another tear…no not another tear/

i sit in the shower let the cold water freeze me/ its enough to make me feel numb/

I relieve my pain in the most wrong ways  but i love it so leave me alone its only my problem.

I lay on my bed and feel my arm and think to myself what a nice job i did/ people think im stupid, people think my crazy, well maybe i am…people think…yeah they can think but they dont know/

I didnt call your name/ I didnt ask for your help/ i can help my self, so leave me alone/ 

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About IronCakes

Amanda Cantu is my name, Broker for a freight company and vocalist for a metal band named ESIA! Going through a journey with trying to get into the best shape of my life again, getting back into Jiu Jitsu, going back to school for Mortuary Science and eventually open up my own tea/coffee bar.

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