Leave me loner where i belong

i cut my wrists in unobvious directions/ to feel the pain is enough to make me feel happy/ i sit, rest my arm and feel the blood run down/ Another tear…no not another tear/

i sit in the shower let the cold water freeze me/ its enough to make me feel numb/

I relieve my pain in the most wrong ways  but i love it so leave me alone its only my problem.

I lay on my bed and feel my arm and think to myself what a nice job i did/ people think im stupid, people think my crazy, well maybe i am…people think…yeah they can think but they dont know/

I didnt call your name/ I didnt ask for your help/ i can help my self, so leave me alone/ 

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About IronCakes

Amanda Cantu is my name, Broker for a freight company and vocalist for a metal band named ESIA! Going through a journey with trying to get into the best shape of my life again, getting back into Jiu Jitsu, going back to school and open up my own tea/coffee bar.

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