Category Archives: Feelings

Crematory Operator and Arranger

I am extremely late on posting this but I am now an ICCFA Crematory Arranger and Operator. I completed this just before Christmas and got my certificates in the mail 2 weeks ago. I am almost done with school as well which feels so great! But! I am however going to continue school for Biology. I never thought that I’d be back in school because the odds were against me because I have a son and work full time. But it feels so good even though this certification is not that big of a deal it just feels good to have completed it!

Last Day

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Don’t you just hate having that feeling that you know you have to wake up the next morning super early to get dressed, do what you gotta do and then head to your place of employment? I HATE IT! Luckily, to day is the LAST DAY that I had to wake up an hour earlier to get myself, my son and get my husband up and head to work! I have been given the opportunity to start working from home at MY OWN SCHEDULE! YES, MY OWN SCHEDULE! EXCEPT for these next 2 weeks, because of training, but after that it is FREEDOM! I can finally set a time that I WANT to go to the gym, do laundry, go grocery shopping, spend time with my son and NOT have to schedule MY LIFE around someone elses Work schedule. Yes it is nice to have an 8-5 Monday through Friday job, YES! IT IS! But not when most of your energy is during the morning and you want to work out, clean, do laundry or simply have a lazy movie binge day! It SUCKS to have to do your house chores and other errands done AFTER you get out of your 8-5 job. Finally! I have the luxury of picking my own hours of work. I am so happy and so relieved! Relieved because I was worried I wouldn’t find a job when I move to San Antonio for school! But now I can work remotely and enjoy school, get back into Jiu Jitsu, starting writing more music, paint more and be free to do what I want, when I want! If anyone is interested in working remotely, feel free to message me!
Have a wonderful day! : )

-A

Mirrors

I avoid mirrors.
I avoid mirrors.
I avoid mirrors because I still don’t see myself.
I avoid mirrors because I still can’t feel myself.

I try to slap, pinch, hit, cut or try to shake myself, to bring myself back to reality.
Nothing works.

I don’t work right either.

New Fitness Goal and where I currently Stand

My old goal of joining the U.S. Military has changed. I unfortunately can not join due to medical reasons. A lot has changed last year and A new goal is set to finish college and still stay into fitness of course. I dont think I can ever let go of fitness. I will never go back to the old fat me again.
As for now I am working at a used car dealership, focusing on losing weight again, getting back into music and paying off an old school debt.
I find it pretty hard to lose weight right now. I think its because of all the surgeries and uterus being inflamed. I am going to get checked again soon because its pretty depressing how my body has stalled on weight loss.
So, to sum it up, Ive changed my old goal into something even better and will keep posting about it to share but to also keep me motivated! 🙂
Thanks for reading!
-A

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