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Good Evening!

I finally uploaded a Gallery page, there you will find photos of my band MANIC, recently changed the name from ESIA.
It has been a while since we performed and practiced but we are all in the process of writing new material. I am extremely excited to get back into the music scene and take over the RGV, AGAIN! They don’t call me the RGV’S QUEEN OF METAL for no reason! I am the ONLY FEMALE METAL Vocalist in the valley, and what I mean by Metal Vocalist is Guttural vocals. There are other Female Metal vocalists but not Guttural style vocals. We need more WOMEN in the Metal Music Scene! I will also be publishing an artist page for myself due to high friend requests on facebook. I haven’t been much on facebook, only to support and help my best friend Dulce to raise money for her chemotherapy treatment. I had been off of facebook for a good while because I felt I can put better use of my time elsewhere, like this blog! : )
Anyway, I will be writing more on this blog as it seems to be helping me.

Check out a video of a performance of my band back when named ESIA in the Link below.

Have a great weekend! : )

https://youtu.be/9MGIvK2PaVQ

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Last Day

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Don’t you just hate having that feeling that you know you have to wake up the next morning super early to get dressed, do what you gotta do and then head to your place of employment? I HATE IT! Luckily, to day is the LAST DAY that I had to wake up an hour earlier to get myself, my son and get my husband up and head to work! I have been given the opportunity to start working from home at MY OWN SCHEDULE! YES, MY OWN SCHEDULE! EXCEPT for these next 2 weeks, because of training, but after that it is FREEDOM! I can finally set a time that I WANT to go to the gym, do laundry, go grocery shopping, spend time with my son and NOT have to schedule MY LIFE around someone elses Work schedule. Yes it is nice to have an 8-5 Monday through Friday job, YES! IT IS! But not when most of your energy is during the morning and you want to work out, clean, do laundry or simply have a lazy movie binge day! It SUCKS to have to do your house chores and other errands done AFTER you get out of your 8-5 job. Finally! I have the luxury of picking my own hours of work. I am so happy and so relieved! Relieved because I was worried I wouldn’t find a job when I move to San Antonio for school! But now I can work remotely and enjoy school, get back into Jiu Jitsu, starting writing more music, paint more and be free to do what I want, when I want! If anyone is interested in working remotely, feel free to message me!
Have a wonderful day! : )

-A

Mirrors

I avoid mirrors.
I avoid mirrors.
I avoid mirrors because I still don’t see myself.
I avoid mirrors because I still can’t feel myself.

I try to slap, pinch, hit, cut or try to shake myself, to bring myself back to reality.
Nothing works.

I don’t work right either.

What I learned in life is…

What I learned in life is,

That no matter how good a person is, 
         sometimes they can hurt you & because of this we must forgive. 
It takes years to build trust and only seconds to destroy it ..
We don’t have to change friends if we understand that friends change.. 
The circumstances and the environment influence on our lives, 
         but we are the one who responsible for ourselves.. 
That you have to control your acts or they will control you.. 
That patience requires much practice.. that there are people who love us,
         but simply don’t know how to show it..
That sometimes the person you think will hurt you and make you fall..
Is instead one of the few who will help you to get up.. 
You should never tell a child that dreams are fake, it would be a tragedy if they knew..
It’s not always enough to be forgiven by someone, 
      in most cases you have to forgive yourself first.. 
That no matter in how many pieces your heart is broken, the world doesn’t stop to fix it ..
May be god wants us to meet all the wrong people first before meeting the right one.. 
So when we finally meet the right one we are grateful for that gift ..
When the door of happiness closes, another door opens.. 
       but often we look so long at the closed one.. we don’t see what was open for us .. 
The best kind of a friend is the kind in which you can sit on a porch and walk… 
Without saying a word & when you leave it feels it was the best conversation you ever had. 
It’s true we don’t know what we have until we find it, but its also true,
       we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives.. 
It only takes a minute to offend someone, an hour to like someone, 
       a day to love someone, but it takes a life time to forget someone. 
Don’t look for appearances, they can be deceiving, don’t go for wealth even that can fade, 
Find someone who makes you smile, because it only takes a smile to make a day better, 
    find what makes your heart smile..
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much.. 
    that you wish you can take them out of your dream and hug them for real..
Dream what you want, go wherever you want to go.. because you have only one life.. 
    and one change to do the things you want to do .. 
The happiest people don’t necessarily have the best of everything, 
    they just make the best of everything that comes their way. 
The best future is based on the forgotten past.. 
You can’t go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

-Paulo Coelho

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